" i t "

I don’t know why is “it” happening
Or what is “it” happening
“It”, the four lettered love or life.
Whatever “it” is.

I don’t know why does the meaning of “it” keeps on changing.
Or what is “it” that has lead to this change?

Change…

Change…
Again I say, the basic rule of life.
Change…
Again I say, the underlying principle of “it”
Change…
Now I say, the one constant thing in world
Change…
And I say again… the unchanging part of the unknown

Change…
Whatever “it” is, whether or not my way, or even yours…
Whether or not exactly, or even pretending…

I am trying to like “it”
Love or Life
Whatever “it” is…

I am changing.

-aseem

aseem shakuntal

A – Aspiring for the highest place and then reaching the second or even the                    third rank is no disgrace.
S – Serve the people around you, take care of their feelings. You yourself will be cared.
E – Empty mind can
E – either be intelligently cultivated or allowed to go wild.
M – Motivate yourself to the highest of the spirits.

S – Serve your nation.
H – Half a loaf is better than no bread.
A – Admire a peace of beauty and the people will admire you.
K – Kites do fly high, but it is the men who make it possible.
U – Unidentified? Make an identity of your self.
N – Never Say Die.
T – Time and tide wait for none.
A – Attitude skill and knowledge lead to personality.
L – Let noble thoughts come to us from all sides.

-aseem shakuntal

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When was the last time when you did something for the first time?

What is the craziest thing you have done in your life?

-aseem

hey people.. i'm goin for a long vacation. i dont know for sure when i will be back or what is it from which i am running.. away

Some one or some thing or the circumstances?
pata nahin.. and i dont want to know.

i went to INOX few days back.. what i have with me after the return... "ASHAYEIN"

"ashayein khulay dil kee, umeedein hansein dil kee, ab mushkil nahin kuch bhi"

i will try to make it soon.. my return.. but the uncertainity of the this one certain thing is unknown. perhaps i've lost faith.. yes there is obviously one thing that i trust more than myself, that i have faith in, but again, that is 44 million miles away... even the light..

no i haven't lost faith.. but "it" has changed, i have changed.. and i know i will be back. because i love writing.

What I don't know is "when will i be back"

keep waiting and keep missing.. me!

-Aseem

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post deleted.. dunno why, but i did it.
sep 7

Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher’s Day to all my teachers… on this special day.. I pay my ode to all my teachers especially BN Jha sir, Pratyush Sir, Manoj Sir.. in fact many. They cant even be numbered here…

Also, I dedicate this special day to my maa and papa.

-aseem

me.. again..

aseem shakuntal..

www.google.com , http://aseemshakuntal.tripod.com/

born on may the sixteenth, nineteen hundred and eighty four, wednesday i guess, at around 2055 hrs

i hate being called or refered to as “assem” or “ashim” or even “asim” that’s coz i am proud of the name i bear… “Aseem Shakuntal”, after my grandmother, “Shakuntala Verma”

i always carry with me my wallet, my pen (parker preferably), my cell fone, my soul, myself, my confidence and my unending ATTITUDE towards everything.

i am a comp-freak..

i like blue, i like kurta-pajama, i like formal dresses, i like rose and i like myself.

i like programming, animation, listening to songs, watching movies etc..

favorite songs..

• i don’t wanna miss a thing (aerosmith)


• rahein naa rahein hum mehka karenge


• i’ll be there for you (F.R.E.I.N.D.S)


• roj roj aankhon tale ek hee sapna chale


• incomplete..


• we’re the world

favorite movies

• armageddon


• serendipity


• original sin


• wajood


• dil chahta hai


• solaris


• sholay

my biggest boost  -> an email or an IM or a missed call or a message from “…”

my biggest boast -> “                                                      ”

my dream -> to make “IT” big

my aim -> to be happy at the end of the day..

my assets -> my diaries, my albums, my PC, my pens

my passion -> airplanes, watching stars..

i define..

• friendship.. something that cant be measured but treasured.


• life.. is beautiful


• love.. i dare not attempt a definition for it..


• myself.. “the one”

i love my PC

i hate “ i don’t know what” but there are somethings that i hate

ten years form now, i would be ten year older, ten year wiser ( i hope so), ten year closer to my dream, ten year nearer to fulfilling my aim in life… ten year ahead of what i am today.

i panic when things don’t happen my way.. when there is shortage of time, but i like work pressure.. i like being busy..

the first word that would come outta my mouth… when my dream is fulfilled.. “SHIT”

i get angry when i find someone lying to me for no cause, when things in life get complicated unnecessarily and when i see an OUT OF ORDER sign on something important..

what makes me happy.. well, not many things but many things… i am happy when i am happy..

i trust only two people in this world.. one is me and the other is not you..
[ a dialog from a nicolas cage movie, i like this line ]

well, obviously i find one thing that is as reliable to me as myself, but that is 44 million miles away.. even light takes 8 minutes to reach there.

what more to write.. will be back soon..

-Aseem