Friday, November 18, 2005
feelings...
You cannot hide your feelings. Whether it be sorrow or joy!
When you try to, you first hide somwhere… in a certain room that may comfort you aparently. That is a place you like more as a hiding place or a place you have always been to when you are at your best.
Genrally when we try hiding into something, we pick up something off the track to do. Sometimes I finish a book, or call a friend or watch a movie or even clean something.
Someone once said that people always tend to put everything around them in order when their soul is in a mess.
And then you feel better for a while. For short or for long, it depends on how long you can keep yourself focused on your that other activity. And then it is over. You have finished the book, or the call has completed or the movie has ended or you have no place to hide or you have run out of places to straighten and then, you are restless…
You cannot hide your feelings anyways…
-aseem
Sunday, November 13, 2005
sometimes i like being nostalgic..
mom and dad.. just after their marriage!
the invincible mei...
me and my cute little sister..
Friday, November 11, 2005
life less ordinary
God has given me some wonderful gifts.
The power to Love, Hear, Touch, Taste, Laugh and Feel are like the seven wonders among the gifts.
There are some other things also that I cherish for my life. Some things that are the best gifts any one could get from god. Quite obvious, I am talking about some people.
Yes, I would start from some of my friends… not going to mention any names, but if at all they come across this page, I am dead sure that they will know who I am talking of.
First of all I will start with an angel. That angel was the best thing that could happen to me. It is the best thing that has happened to me till date. It is actually the recurrence of the same initial sound, in a close succession which I suppose I heard when my mother took me in her laps for the first time and kissed me. This angel changed my life for ever… “It” changed me. I loved that change. And cherished too! But some thing was not good. “it” was not good. Whatever it is, love or life!
School days… the best days of life…
A rose… a flower! Yes, this ROSE is a flower… who believes that I am a good egg, despite of knowing the fact that I am a cracked one. So close a friend, that is ready to steal all my worries… if at all could steal anything from me. I and he are like one constant thing in this universe… actually a universal constant.
First YOU… “Pre-Tu” mah best friend! What ever I pen for her is less. She is like an ambience in a life called “the aseem shakuntal”.
“The Black Magi”, some one you can cherish… always! I still remember the time we spent after our school hours, doing our home-works together, then playing “PITTO”, fighting for small things.
And when we all four, for any cause, if entered the principle’s chamber, then, listening to his familiar old quote… I am scared, why have you four come? What happened now?
One more friend, who is more like a part, “ansh” and we two, popularly known as “ansh-aseem”… one another constant thing in this world.
Coming back to college, the D company!! In fact, a group of another four people. This D Company was born way back in 2002, when the four D’s met. Since then, even god is asking for mercy! The only motto of this group is to be happy.. happy… happy… and make life of other people a hell!! Hey hey…
We four D’s, me being the Destruction Unlimited, accompanied by the devastation redefined, the divine catastrophe and the dearest changu!
And yea, for the devoted followers of this cult, the D company is always open!
TIMON, being remembered twice in this article, then TOM…
In fact, my life is just zero without them.
And last but not the least, MAA. Writing something for you would be an insult. Not only to you but to me as well…
And me, being a life less ordinary, just wanted to tell you all that all of you, every one of you is loved more that you know!
With lots of love..
aseem
The power to Love, Hear, Touch, Taste, Laugh and Feel are like the seven wonders among the gifts.
There are some other things also that I cherish for my life. Some things that are the best gifts any one could get from god. Quite obvious, I am talking about some people.
Yes, I would start from some of my friends… not going to mention any names, but if at all they come across this page, I am dead sure that they will know who I am talking of.
First of all I will start with an angel. That angel was the best thing that could happen to me. It is the best thing that has happened to me till date. It is actually the recurrence of the same initial sound, in a close succession which I suppose I heard when my mother took me in her laps for the first time and kissed me. This angel changed my life for ever… “It” changed me. I loved that change. And cherished too! But some thing was not good. “it” was not good. Whatever it is, love or life!
School days… the best days of life…
A rose… a flower! Yes, this ROSE is a flower… who believes that I am a good egg, despite of knowing the fact that I am a cracked one. So close a friend, that is ready to steal all my worries… if at all could steal anything from me. I and he are like one constant thing in this universe… actually a universal constant.
First YOU… “Pre-Tu” mah best friend! What ever I pen for her is less. She is like an ambience in a life called “the aseem shakuntal”.
“The Black Magi”, some one you can cherish… always! I still remember the time we spent after our school hours, doing our home-works together, then playing “PITTO”, fighting for small things.
And when we all four, for any cause, if entered the principle’s chamber, then, listening to his familiar old quote… I am scared, why have you four come? What happened now?
One more friend, who is more like a part, “ansh” and we two, popularly known as “ansh-aseem”… one another constant thing in this world.
Coming back to college, the D company!! In fact, a group of another four people. This D Company was born way back in 2002, when the four D’s met. Since then, even god is asking for mercy! The only motto of this group is to be happy.. happy… happy… and make life of other people a hell!! Hey hey…
We four D’s, me being the Destruction Unlimited, accompanied by the devastation redefined, the divine catastrophe and the dearest changu!
And yea, for the devoted followers of this cult, the D company is always open!
TIMON, being remembered twice in this article, then TOM…
In fact, my life is just zero without them.
And last but not the least, MAA. Writing something for you would be an insult. Not only to you but to me as well…
And me, being a life less ordinary, just wanted to tell you all that all of you, every one of you is loved more that you know!
With lots of love..
aseem
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
today..
today i have decided to change the course of my life..
to change the way i am, not only to myself, but to other people as well.
today i am on a cusp. i dont know what to do. i have no one to stand with me.. in the dark. it is a silence and i stand in the unknown.
the festival of lights is here.. it is supposed to enlighten our minds.. but i have decided to change the course of everything in my life. i wish i was at home, one among them, happy and lucky.
anyways, happy deepawali to you.. and yeah.. thank you so much for such a wonderful pre deepawali evening. i will remember this evening forever. in fact i cant forget it. and yes, i dont want to forget it. and even if i try to forget, i cant.
to change the way i am, not only to myself, but to other people as well.
today i am on a cusp. i dont know what to do. i have no one to stand with me.. in the dark. it is a silence and i stand in the unknown.
the festival of lights is here.. it is supposed to enlighten our minds.. but i have decided to change the course of everything in my life. i wish i was at home, one among them, happy and lucky.
anyways, happy deepawali to you.. and yeah.. thank you so much for such a wonderful pre deepawali evening. i will remember this evening forever. in fact i cant forget it. and yes, i dont want to forget it. and even if i try to forget, i cant.
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